Gettin' Back Into This..Well..(its been a long time)

its been a month and two weeks ever since i updated my blog..i couldnt possibly remember all the event..cause my mind has been filled with numbers due to all the calculation..i did not forget everything though..i just feel guilty for a moment after reading her blog..well,its because of my recent temper that has led to all the squabbles..well,i hate it,u hate it,we hate it..sorry if i didnt give u space for u to explain..i dont want to lose u..and i realise my fault for not giving u the chance to explain.i deeply suggest you meet your friends..i dont see the need of me for this few days..dont get me wrong here..i just want u to have ur own air..it seems like im tearin ur life apart ever since i entered it...well.i shall end it here..got nothing much to say...well,lets break up if i am really tearing ur life apart..cause i dont want to see that happen...