Thursday, December 4, 2008

The Whole Story about my fear..

Talking about my bro..he is first things first,a manipulator.Of course,in the study of manipulating,one have to be deceiving.Okay,i won't lie,my family is born manipulator.i didnt knew it myself until my bro tell me..yeah..we have the qualities to make people happy..however,there is always a negative point to certain things right??yeah.manipulation is sometimes done in an evil way..u are the swindler as well..we look so certain that people believe us easily..but the things becomes confusing when u try to do it on ur sibling or to those who have the abilities..in my case,me and my sister was deceived,it wasnt called deceiving actually,because we knew it..my brother has this extra ability for wat i can see..he is this three points which my father has:"bodek,bedek & cerdik"..its always because he "bodek" that he gets things easily and his pitfu features which makes us give in to him..that is the most deceiving part..he knows how to play around with words.so guys out there,will u be scared to lose a girl u love knowing that ur bro is like that and u cant control his decison??adding to the scenario,he hates u..well,my sister and uncle just got deceived last few days by him..and my sis boyfriend,jepun is a sort of big time gangster.well,guess what,my bro met him a few days back and my bro wanted to follow under jepon which makes jepon a leader once more..jepon said his time is over.guess what,this story wasnt over..he said to jepon,"atleast kalau kau taknak amek aku,introduce aku kat org2 atas kau atau same pangkat kau..aku nak buat nama balik arh.."i hate the last sentence...which means he want to be famous once more..it reflects back when he was a gangster.cheating,lying and all bad things..even i might be hurt,probably not physically,probably mentally..it all started lately when he went double-O..hahaha..he wasnt a man of his word..he is not my bro i used to know..so good luck everybody in trying to know him better..cause probably hurt and fear is what u get in the end..i have seen his sinful act and how worse it could be..so good luck..this is just what i feel.and as for me,i will be contrating on my girlfriend and my sis more..cause more problems are acting up..so good luck bro..u r 21..and u must be mad if u want to get back to the gangsterism now..

P.S:Abang,u can still have way wif kakak..u have communications wif mama ngan baba..atok ngan nenek is still there for u...u still have ways to face our grandparents at malacca,what do i have??just our sisters and fee...if u gonna take all of it,and leave me dry..i beg of u not to..they are my hopes in moving on.their conditions make me stronger.but if u insist..one fine day,u couldnt even face me..no matter what,bloodties will be there..but u dont how much hurt will u cause..

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